Boy say " normally when u say u wanna do something, you will never do it."

" do it, then you said it"

i super believe it.

so i dun feel like saying anything now.

but i'm tired T.T

lol.

*ciao =D~

oh ya, and i love my family, boy and peeps =D

JURONG DAY =D
Jie, bro-in-law, niece, youngest bro, younger bro, younger bro's gf, boy and me.
See the number of people outing together =D
Very heart warming hoho ^^
Let see the pictures.
I'm quite a good photographer =x *pls entertain lol.

At New York New York








Boy, went to work after that.
I gonna play audi for awhile and do my plans.
I got so many things to do.
My car practical, 5 booked. gonna book 4 more later......
DADDY SPONSOR ME 3 LESSONS HOHO. *bday present actually =x
and left with ...... 11 more lessons to book. Gonna wait for next month.
Too expensive =O~
Dec and Jan i will be busy with my paractical lesson.
Everyweek will be going yiochukang. =.=
hopefully before feb i will get it muhah *cross finger i can do it =D~
*ciao.

1st of all... HAPPY 21st TO MYSELF =) Thanks all for the greetings.
I really did enjoyed myself..... to the max.
I do this bloody blog for the pass 1 and a half hr by just uploading photos. shyt.
lol.
Alright lets start the ball rolling.
I got plenty of photos. Never enough to upload. So i just uploaded the main one.


ON the 17.10.09
OUR ENG SANG is working. so she pang sei us. =D
But we still went to look for her while she's having her break so good isn't it ^^

I bring them to something nice instead of having a buffet at my house =D





Very tired.
long hours and days T.T~

But i had a great day yst =)
thanks for keeping my room clean ^^
thanks for entertaining kenneth.
thanks for taking care of me =)
thanks for giving a peck on my forehead while holding my hands *i can felt it even i'm deeply asleep.
or maybe i am dreaming o.o

good night ^^

I love my boy.

Hi peeps.
Hope you all are doing fine =D
Miss you all so much. Meet up soon oh. ^^

My nightmare is approaching T.T
HDB ahhhhhh ~
*cross finger.
Month end is always so scary.
Many things many many many ~

hope everything will go on smoothly.

i injured my back.
i have a look of 16, mind of 25, body of 60 lol. >.<

And one thing.
My bday is coming.
THANKS BOY.
I got a Juki sewing machine yay~
Love u many many many
Finally, someone willing to fufil my wish =)
My mood is so so good ^^

Boy bday coming soon too.
*gonna save money (S$1.00 per day)
lol.

Boy starting school this week.
Work hard work hard =)

I got motivated.
*chiong ah. !

Gonna study now.
*final theory. Screw it.
*ciao.

Lee tuek.

200% my type =D

But kazuki watanabe still my best =)

I'm kinda free so i came here to vent alittle

Today is so so busy without my in charge.

Without him, i felt so helpless and insecure =/

I still have to be independent eventually.

I wanna be the "someone" .

I wanna run while i'm still young.

Sometimes, working while too young.

My childhood memories, so little.

Whenever my customer saw me. they would said " there goes your social life"

When they hear what i'm doing.

They don't think its good in fact they feel heart broken.

"For a girl like you, you should be enjoying like other kids. "

My daddy prefer me to study instead of working.

When i'm studying, i got more freedom, as designs base on your own taste.

I have the passion to do whatever i want and draw whatever i want. Super dope.

And 1 thing, i'm always smiling and joking like a clown =.=

While working, everything cuts down. everything is customer service and based on what they want.

It limits down but i seriously admit i learnt alot of things. ( but i'm very stress )

i told myself every night before i closed my eyes, 2 more years. just fucking 2 more years. *hit chest.

Sometimes, you really need luck to move on.

I seriously got any..... thats y i need myself and myself.

I'm not emo at all by saying all these but i never imagine things will go these way.

I will Jy.

I just want everyone around me is happy and lucky ok.

I know there will be alot more worse ppl i can't even compare with.

So i must work even harder.

I wanna be SUPER ZAI ! *starting point to run. =)

Very busy recently.
with work.
with shopping.
with boy.
with family.
So many people around me is having their bday celebration omg.

So let me simply update what i have done =)


Friday 18.09.09

Boss and in charge bday =)
Took a whole family photos =)
Tiring day but still...
With them all the best in whatever they do.



Saturday 19.09.09
I have to work in the pub till closing =)
So i'm working ^^
after that i went to Geylang..
Hari Raya Eve place. Like "pasamalam"
with aunty Lorraine.
-super crowded
-super hot
-super irritated
-super curious
- super alot of malays =x ^^ *is like the whole singapore malays at there u know?

Sunday 20.09.09
Which is today.
See what i Vent on again =)
And i really so into this hair cut.
Finally there's cuts attracts me. *but wonder suits me though =.=
Later boy scold me for cutting my hair short.

After that went to Aunty sharon house for Steamboat..
Super torturing.
First time in my life.. i ate so much mushroom lol.
finally got home.
Resting.
Shiok.

Tml.....
Date with boy. =)
Have to buy my foundation from sisley. o.o *trixi broke it T.T
The Maybe we will do
-movie
-slacking
-drinking
see how it goes^^


See those past photos i have took.
Sorry for the late update ^^

My mum and boy.